StarryNightsXD

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Wow... It has been a why since I last wrote an entry. Well, Edward and I aren't really friends anymore. Well close friends exactly... It kind of got awkward. I mean wouldn't it be awkward when your friends kept trying to set you up with someone you didn't like. It didn't really help when he was around, but what was done was done. I mean we still talk and all but not like we used too. Although the good new is this year has been going okay for me. I don't really like to say it been awesome or really bad because I feel like I'll just jinx it. I remember how I was known to have bad luck when I went to a summer school. I guess it just stuck to me

It has been awhile since I last wrote. I didn't get to go to California or Florida but on the bright side I might go on my next break... I hope. I also sort of got in a fight with Edward... Well it isn't really a fight but I don't know how else to explain our position. I don't know whether or not I should apologize. I was just telling him the truth but I think I hurt him. I feel so guilty but I'm to scared to talk to him. And the rumors I hear that might be actually true the way he's acting makes me scared of getting any closer to him. But he a really nice guys and you can't find other guys like him. He's my best friend and I dont want it to